- Let Me Love You to Death
I think I may even need to sit down now that I am writing a post two days in a row. Trying to work out my layout here and I’m stuck! Somewhere, hiding from me are pixels which are just a teensy bit too big and are throwing everything else off. I have it narrowed down to two images but still not figuring out exactly what the issue is. I’m just going to let it rest for a little while and give it a go again later. For now it just is what it is. Still obsessing over Peter Steele(leaving another pic here so I don’t lose it), still don’t know why and I know it’s not going to stop until I nail down what the catch is. Oh to be one of those people who can just go with the flow. Nope not me. If there is a wall in front of me I will keep trying to go through it rather than around. Why? Apparently I like when things are difficult.
Trying to get into a book I started reading but it’s just not happening. I wish the a new Dark-Hunter book would come out. I am jonesing for a fix. That’s right fluffy vampire fiction. Love it! I like the darker stuff too, the whole vampire thing just does it for me what can I say. I mean who wouldn’t want to never grow old, never die and be at the height of physical perfection without ever working for it. Speaking of which this is now the 2nd night in a row I’m misbehaving and skipping the drill. Ummm.. I feel guilty. Maybe that’s what I should go do now. Nah!
I have a purry kitten love right where I am…does it get better than this?
So it’s really weird. I have sort of been obsessing over the death of Peter Steele of Type O Negative. Weird because it’s not like I am a huge fan of TON, I mean I liked the songs I heard and knew but that’s about it. I can’t say I followed the band or anything. Never saw them live, sort of wishing I had now. I truly don’t know why it’s in my thoughts so much. Yes I think he was an incredibly beautiful man, anyone who knows me would see he was right up my alley, but I don’t think that’s it. I guess I just think it’s very sad. I’ve pretty much gone through all the interviews and videos I can find online, staying up until the wee hours of the am just watching and reading. I never realized how great they played live or how many songs they have that I never heard and find I like. I worked with someone who in some way knew him, don’t remember how or how well, I do remember him saying that he was a good guy and not at all changed by fame as far as how he treated people. As I said weird. Well since I don’t believe that anyone ever totally ceases to exist and that death is just moving on to something else I’ll leave it at that. May he have found the peace and forgiveness he was hoping for.
It’s that time again. I must mull over all the facts and then go and buy what appeals most to the eye. Kidding. I actually care about what I am driving. I’ve had the Envoy Denali for the past 3 years and have been pretty happy with it. Was going to buy out the lease at the end but now that it has gotten smacked up I think I’m going to have to let it go. Winter ice sucks! I needed less than 2 inches and I would have saved my baby. I know I’m supposed to be glad no one was hurt and all that stuff but now she’s damaged…sighh.
So I am looking at and leaning towards the Yukon Denali… I’ve driven the Yukon and it was so-so. If the Denali model handles more like what I have now than it’s a top runner as I get to keep my loyalty money. Just don’t know that I want anything that big. Might lead to many fun and joyful mornings when people park on top of my driveway. The Acadia Denali is actually closer to what I want except I HATE the sideview mirrors. Look like f’n yoda ears. Blech! Than there is the Land Rover LR3 . It’s been growing on me, in silver none the less. It’s weird there is nothing out there at the moment that I like enough to actually spend the money on. Well, there are cars but as long as I work for my company I will be owning a 4-wheel drive with weight behind it.
Car buying= way too much commitment for me…hehe. Plan on going to the dealers on Saturday we’ll see what the deals are and all that.
Okay this is not helping my boredom. Think I will go read… flavor of the day is Black Magic Sanction by Kim Harrison. Book 8 in the series and worth reading each one.
So happy today. Tried something new and took the family out for Easter dinner instead of serving at home. It went suprisingly well… everyone seemed happy, zero bickering and no dishes for me. Yeehah! Looks like this is going to be the new plan.
Am officially a redhead again.
And that’s it. Too beautiful to be inside.